Stress!

It totally explains my feeling.

Life.

A video that suddenly changes my perception of life. The life of poor and mishaps that happened to others made me reflect on myself, my life. It taught me to cherish and motivated me to continue learning when others can't. I realise how perfect my life is while people are struggling to even try to feed their family for the day.

I was browsing the list of MioTV's free videos, I thought 心晴大动员 was quite interesting since I missed out the show that time because I was watching the dance show on Channel U. I only watched the first episode as it was the only free video available. Though it's just the first episode which wasn't the worst of all, it is heart-wrenching to see and understand their living conditions. It really reflects how fortunate I am when compared to them. I went online to search for the other episodes, I only found Episode 9 and it was even worse. Here's the website. I feel for the old grandpa and when he smiled after they cleared his house, I could sense his little happiness from his heart. Suddenly, I have this urge to be volunteer to help these needy. But, I doubt my ability to accept the uncleanliness. Oh well.

I have been dreaming every night for the past few weeks but I often forget them after I wake up. Only a few distincts ones that I remembered. I wonder what have my mind been subconsciously thinking about?

It's endless projects again.
I need a massage on my shoulder badly!

Endless.

Fuck the projects! I'm freaking hell going mad with all the projects that we're supposed to submit in July. There's one night I felt like bursting into tears on my bed. Of cos, I didn't. Let this month past quickly please.

Last Thursday, I was out with Girlfriends at Far East and then chill out at The Coffee Connoisseur. It was a short day out since we had Home-Based Learning from 11am to 1pm. Docs.google sucks lah. I hate it, it's so leh-chey.

Family outing at Botanic Garden last Friday, though there was nothing much to see, yet I enjoyed myself. Then, we sat Duck Tour. It is rather similar to London's Duck Tour and I think to me, it doesn't worth the money. Once it's enough. Dinner buffet at Pearl River was delicious and I was so bloated. And, something funny happened. The floor kept shaking and bouncing, not because of earthquake but the big lorry below us, drove past. It was hilarious how serious my brother looks as he was afraid yet he was bouncing up and down. Lol!

Other than any special events, I guess I probably have nothing to blog about. It will only be me procrastinating and complaining about the endless pile of projects. End it here.

I don't wanna talk about projects anymore. Damn.

Projects suck.

I always thought e-learning will be extra holidays for us, yet it is another way round. We were given assignments to do and in turn we're busier than usual school days. This is boring. Other than assignments, we have tons of projects to finish. Entre was the most shittiest project ever. We rushed finish the financial projections within 2 days. Damn, we even used Sunday to do it.

There was 1 night, some thoughts slipped through my mind before I was asleep on bed. I was questioning myself "Why do I feel like I'm living aimlessly? Is it because I have no goals in life?" Everyday, there will only be thoughts of finishing up all the endless projects. Staying home has become the suckiest thing during School Break. At least, I used to think staying home would be a good choice for clearing mind and souls, reflecting on my life and doing some other miscellaneous stuffs. I think I'll go bonkers if you lock me at home for 3 consecutive days.

Girlfriends came my house to do project and slack. It was just pure fun slacking ard, yet managed to produce something. Proud of my girlfriends! :D Wouldn't it be great if the projects are eliminated? We could laugh at silly things together and have great fun bullying playing with Xiao Er. HAHA. Of course not forgetting our Da Jie! We can have party together lo, if only there's no project now!

Haven't been spending quality time with Dearie. I have been busy with projects ever since we went out the whole night. I feel quite guilty for not being able to accompany him during weekdays. I bet he's so bored. ): I'll make sure when sch reopens, every Friday will be reserved for you! Zoe, Friday is also my Boyfriend Day! :D

Out with all my girlfriends tmr! Weets~